Before I came to Southern I had my mind set to be a radiologist.
Not the tech, I want to be the actual doctor who studies all cancer and gives shots in the spinal cord. I want to be the one who reads the complex pictures and can tell the tiniest problem. 12 years of school.. but i wanted it so bad! Then i came to southern and it completely flipped my mind upside down. Southern has nothing to offer me accept for my basic and a horrible schedule.. They put me in bio 110 because of course going into the medical field I'll need a bunch of biology classes and biochemistry.
HANDS DOWN I HATE MY BIO 110 CLASS!
My teacher is too smart to be teaching it.. her brain thinks faster than she can speak. Which is awesome for her! but completely sucks for me.. Biology was simple in high school. Biology 2 was even easier.. and a lot of things she talks about i learned... back in 9th and 10th grade.. so of course i've forgotten bits and pieces. She goes into so much detail and just hops right on the bunny trail off into her lil land of bio and i can't tell when its actually something i'm suppose to be learning or if she is getting a lil too excited about the topic.
Now she says we can ask her questions after class.. well when the line is 20 ppl long all of which have about 10 questions, i just don't have time to wait. Then there's this bio tutor. I can't fit her in between school work and feeding myself.. well if i went anorexic i could but i rather eat than fully understand something that i'm not even enjoying!
Right now i have a 95 in her class.. according to her grading scale that is not even close to an A its a low B!!!!!
so i think the radiology field is out the question..
math is where my heart is! i love it and i'm a whiz at it! i'm flying through that class! if i wasn't paying for i wouldn't attend class except to ask questions and take test.. then i'd do all my online work. easy as pie!!!
So i was thinking i could become something dealing with math.. but i talked to my all knowing father. He informed me that finding a job dealing with math and actually making the money i want to make is nearly impossible unless i get a high up government level job.. which i don't know anyone who could pull those strings for me!!!!
what to do? what to do?
If you have any suggestions let me know! I'll gladly listen to anything!!!!
peace. dani.
Not the tech, I want to be the actual doctor who studies all cancer and gives shots in the spinal cord. I want to be the one who reads the complex pictures and can tell the tiniest problem. 12 years of school.. but i wanted it so bad! Then i came to southern and it completely flipped my mind upside down. Southern has nothing to offer me accept for my basic and a horrible schedule.. They put me in bio 110 because of course going into the medical field I'll need a bunch of biology classes and biochemistry.
HANDS DOWN I HATE MY BIO 110 CLASS!
My teacher is too smart to be teaching it.. her brain thinks faster than she can speak. Which is awesome for her! but completely sucks for me.. Biology was simple in high school. Biology 2 was even easier.. and a lot of things she talks about i learned... back in 9th and 10th grade.. so of course i've forgotten bits and pieces. She goes into so much detail and just hops right on the bunny trail off into her lil land of bio and i can't tell when its actually something i'm suppose to be learning or if she is getting a lil too excited about the topic.
Now she says we can ask her questions after class.. well when the line is 20 ppl long all of which have about 10 questions, i just don't have time to wait. Then there's this bio tutor. I can't fit her in between school work and feeding myself.. well if i went anorexic i could but i rather eat than fully understand something that i'm not even enjoying!
Right now i have a 95 in her class.. according to her grading scale that is not even close to an A its a low B!!!!!
so i think the radiology field is out the question..
math is where my heart is! i love it and i'm a whiz at it! i'm flying through that class! if i wasn't paying for i wouldn't attend class except to ask questions and take test.. then i'd do all my online work. easy as pie!!!
So i was thinking i could become something dealing with math.. but i talked to my all knowing father. He informed me that finding a job dealing with math and actually making the money i want to make is nearly impossible unless i get a high up government level job.. which i don't know anyone who could pull those strings for me!!!!
what to do? what to do?
If you have any suggestions let me know! I'll gladly listen to anything!!!!
peace. dani.
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