I just wanna go home..

This semester at Southern has been miserable for me..
I have been through so much my mind wants to explode. I have not been happy since August. I have not had time for myself since July.. Its always school, work, school work, sleep eat. No time to just enjoy my life. Not even on holidays. Too much stress with school. It is not even the fact of the level of difficulty of my school work, because I'll admit it is easy.. It is the amount it tends to come in that I can not handle it!
I probably should have started off at a community college to take it way easy and way cheap my first year..

but that still does not solve my life issues..
my family never gets to see me.. i never get to see my family..
my boyfriend is not sure if he wants to be with me.. when all i know for sure in my life is i want to be with him..
my old friends never seem to stop failing me..
an 18 wheeler took off my side mirror..
i woke up this morning to a flat..
i have work tomorrow till 3 in the morning with my math final following at 9 the next morning...

my life is going under and i'm feeling it dreadfully hard..
i want to move back home..
live with my parents..
save all my money..
go to a community college..
heal my relationship..
and most of all i just want to be happy again..
i'm sick of pretending that nothing is wrong with me..